alhamdulilah,
everything are back to normal.
and tanx to u, i find my life more greatful.
sometimes we wish to be like our idol,
we copyright them and follow their trends/way of life,
but what we didnt realise are that,
our soul aint the same like them,
we have our own originality.
what i mean here are that,
i dont want those fame and glam.
what i want are my happiness and being pamper by someone that i love.
we only realise how important the person meant to us only when he/she was already not with us.
insyallah,
i dont want the fame and glam as i said earlier on.
what i want is the sincerity and love from people towards me.
whether that person is my friend, my family or even my bf.
i lead my own life, but without experienced i cant upgrade myself,
and without the great days i cant feel the happiness of life.
when i said entertainment leads u to over-exposure.
now,
everything is back to u to judge that.
human control the technology not technology take over human.
excessive exposure towards the environment lead you to over jealousy.
over jealousy leads you to the bad habits.
ps: tanx to all the people who sincerely taking care of my loved ones.
tanx people for being a good friend for my bf, Muhd Fadzlee.
to my bestfriend,Kamelia.
to my cousin,Huda.
to my childhood friend, huda ngaji and siti hajar.
and to everyone whom i love.
i have a great day today.
shopping at ikea alone was such a bore.
criously.
no one to ask for critics.
haha.
but at least i did the independent shopping spree alone.
haha.
well,
staff price was better than nothing.
headed to bf's crib.
left all the shoppings behind at his crib then headed off to geylang.
did the exchanging of raya clothings for roslee.(fadzlee's 2nd brother).
the size that he wanted was unavailable.
then we rush to the bazaar for the delicious food.
from the cempedak goreng to the ayam percik, burger ramli and air kathirah.
reach bf's crib again ard 5pm.
then lepak ard in his room with his younger brother,fauzee.
haha.
how i miss this big family so much.
and breakfast time,
aunty cook all the delicious food, but theres no lemak ayam, and nuggets.
ayg, wheres our all time favourites.
haha.
then after having our food,
aunty,uncle and roslee vanished in a sec.
while me and fauzee rush down to the mama shop to buy our fire cracker.
haha.
thus, when i reach his home again,
i straight went into his room,
and i was touched by the heart the moment i see him doing his prayer.
ouh.
i still remember those days where you teaches me alot about being a good gf.
and when u open the quran to read those holy words.
im happy for the choice that i made,
and i have no doubt on u.
haha,
i cant forget this scene lah u, when im washing the plates.
and ur adik, roslee approach me and say "ceh, nak step rajin lah tu and pikat hati mak mertua".
and i can only smile at him.
wait till his online on msn.
i will kenakan him back uh.
haha.
ur family really bring the happiness in me.
how can i lose u again.
haha.
no more of losing u next time.
insyallah,
i will take care of u as long as i can.
my blog are meant to write only good things about him.
no more bad things abt him.
insyallah.
experience really teaches us alot.
and syukur alhamdulilah,
we can still manage this relationship.
cant wait for the raya outing with your big family baybeh.
haha.
to rebond my hair or curl?
to manicure my nails or do it myself?
to buy a new handbag or a pair of shoes?
which want to choose.
you decide kies.
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